i am going to start a new leaf.
no more guys
no more going out with a rapest and drug dealer
turning a new leaf

james was just a dick thought i was with him for his money which i wasnt
and it only went out with him for three days i lied about going out with him for a month and a half i guess i thought my friends wont think why am i upset when i was going out with a guy for three days.
so better start telling the truth.and i will now

there is one friend i would like to talk to is you. you get me and even how stupid i am for doing stuff your still there . but now days it seems like i got to book you to get time with you or maybe it just me.i dont know

im just a big screw up.
no wonder i dont have many friends or boyfriends i just screw up eveything
i just want to start over but i cant
everything has happen over the last twos i regret everything
how am i going to get that back?