i dont know what to do anymore. im scared really scared. im falling down a deep hole. i had a thing with my sisters boyfriend you can say but i stoped it before it got further.but i think im falling for him . and then there was ryan lets just say he came across a nice guy but i knew he was a drug dealer and a violent guy but i still went there i just i took that risk same again cause i just wanted someone to love me.as im hurting down inside.but i broke it off as i had four of my friends had a go at me so bye ryan. now im lost cause im scared once your gone i dont know what will happen to the family. im just not there anymore.i just want that person i can turn to and talk and cry but i dont.so im just bottling it up.be brave or i dont know stupid. i dont know what to do anymore