RIP MR KELLY

today we have to go to a teachers funural it was sad as he was a good teacher. he was one of those teachers that you can have a joke about.and takes over your work for the period he was great

so i dont know what to think about now. well its my birthday coming up and i dont know what to do or who to invite but every year its the same person who always come to my birthday thing i do so this year im going to change it

other other day i was upset to read your blog so i wrote 2 pages on refill read though it then i decided that i wasnt going to write it so i didnt but im so glad i didnt go to paramore with you coz i meet this amazing group while i was lining up to go in and they were so cool even on guy keep me close to him coz he didnt want to lose me

so when i was walking home i relise i create the problems that im having at the moment like having a friend problem,dad shitty at me coz i kinda lied to him and yeah i guess it took me this long to relise it.

i think i should think what im about to say and do so i wont create these problems

on wedsnesday something happen to a friend of mine and when i found out i just wanted to go up to him and give him a hug and say it ok i just want to help him i think everyone in our year wants too. i feel sorry for him.

the guy im oing out with hes so sweet and i knew he will be there for me when i cry so he can cheer me up i love my nick hes always there for me and i dont care what poeple think of us

ok fine i dont care any more, coz i dont know what to do any more thats what i dont il just leave you be dont worry about im over this shit and you know what message im getting is that im your loser freak show friend like you would rather hung out with your cool new bffs than me but its alright im over it see you next time at one of the famliy bbqz or not coz i wont be round half of them i will be at home dont care about me i know who my friends are