i was hurt yesterday when you ditched me for your other friend which she hangs out with you at school everyday but i cant aye you ditched me for im just hurt and upset about that

i just want to die right now or go pack up and leave noone cares about me anymore if i just go noone will care. its only megan aye

i just want to go back to where i want to be.hanging out with my friend laughing and sharing sercets watching movies crying in a movie. eating lollies and chocolate which is always dream. having sleepovers talking and lots more what happen where did that go aye?

im relising that things in my life is hard and not worth it. i cant even get a boyfriend coz that cant handle what im like is that fair no!!!!!!!!!!

all those times i spent with you. your saying it was a waste. but it wasnt.

just relize that my friend hasnt foned or called me to hang out and have a sleepover for over a few months now its always me but i had to ring to tell her when netball is but that is about all. but i cant tell her that face to face. soz i just im a chicken then.

im thinking off just taking off without warning and leave

dont you hate it when you like a guy and you do stuff with them and you only tell your closest mates.and the thing is he told this guy and this guy told another guy and so on untill this bitch of a dog comes up to you at school calling you a dumb bitch and saying that i lied which i didnt coz i dint tell people that go to my school. and now this guy i like that i did stuff to is calliny me a mutt. and it is his fault

i know im going to lose my good and you know the scary thing about it is that she wont even know

i want my friend back

im going though a rough patch in my life and i want you to pick up the phone and call me and ask if im alright. all i want to say is that i miss spending time with you and talking like we used to but we have drifted apart coz you moved schools which was hard on me whne i found out coz a big chunk of me was getting ripped out cos you have been there for me but now you not coz you got your other friends but i just want you back.for being there for me. maybe im jelous but i dont know. but i just dont want you to forget about me your other friend.im feeling sad and lonely. and your with your friend doing somthing exciting.and also im, feeling that its always me picking up that phone making plans not you

all i want to do is cry my heart out i do just cry and let everything out

i hate my life

i hate my life it doesnt seem right
me being here on earth
me being here on this fucking planet

i hate my life
with bullying at school
parents arguing at home
being told im depressed

i hate my life
the only person is keeping me from dying is him
the boy i love

i hate my life
i hate it so much
why was i chosen to live in this world
Why?????????

when i found about your dad all i wanted to do is text you up meet up with you and hug you. but i didnt coz you dont really talk to me any more.when i found out about your dad it was thur your friend i just felt so sorry for you and now that i found out your moving to perth coz of your dad. its kind of sad that i wont be able to see you again and lose contact but in a way that means i can finely get over you and fine some one who will treat me right.