pain in the heart

i dont know what to think of you anymore. you couse so much pain in me i dont know what to think anymore. why did you have to do that to me its not fair i mean arnt i not goood enough for you so you cheat on me. im not going to trust you anymore. im crying my heart out im blocki9ng everyone out im singing at my top of my lungs trying to forget you and all you have done. im lying in bed thinking with tears slowly going down my face just thinking will there be us again or not