im sorry

its not fair. i dont like it i want to tell you how i feel and why you leave me out and not bother about me but if i do its going to end up in a big fight and when i see that you love your other friends not me it makes me think am i just one of you normal friends.that you dont do anything with me and yeah. i just makes me cry that you see me as just a friend nothing else.i pretty much known you for ages but no so i dont know what to do anymore. soon you will think im jelous but im not. i just think you should tell me if we are friends not good mates coz that is what im thinking at the moment.