i hate it

sitting here thinking is my life worth it.im lost i hate people picking on me and i always do the wrong thing.people just push me over to do things and stuff like that i feel that im everyones slave and i feel left out in things.im feeling the presure. my rents want me to do well but i cant cope.they are fighting like hell so how am i going to do well if the are screaming every minute when im home.school is hell i hate it im the loser kid that is fucked up and has no friends really. im a good person but people dont see me like that. maybe all i sould do is just be a plain boring kid that doesnt do any thing exciting and sit there and listen and do nothing. coz right know i dont know how to act.